Kitchen

Kyuzo walked into the kitchen rather calm like, but that had changed when he made it to the main dining table and he stared at it blankly. Something weird happened, it was like someone had turned the switch off somewhere. Kyuzo couldn't even think for his eyes looked around the kitchen in a lost manner and he felt a sudden urge to just cut something or someone. Placing his right hand on his forehead, Kyuzo tried to ease this weird feeling that had washed over him. Everyone's voices seemed to appear in his head, from all the people he had hurt did it seem to get worse. Red waves of some kind flashed before his eyes and he shook his head rather fast as he tried to gather himself. Kyuzo took a seat in the kitchen chair shaking like a fragile kid would do, sweat sort of came from his forehead rather rapidly now. The red waves kept coming and going, Kyuzo pretty much ignored it or tried to as best as he could but when he tried to think did it stop him dead in his tracks. It was like he didn't have normal senses anymore, the weight was crushing him and he knew that.

After a long time of battling himself, he had come to lose this fight. All of his thoughts were gone, he couldn't even think to himself anymore for it felt blocked or rather his mind didn't want him to think. Kyuzo was uncertain of this and he grew sort of confused as well as scared, that fear however was replaced with a feeling of actual interest. It was like he found interest in his fear and thought of it as a simple joke. Kyuzo's eyes narrowed some as the red flashes came more frequently, a ringing made way to his ears and head and before he knew it. He had lost himself almost entirely. Kyuzo silently coughed in his right hand as he regained some kind of sense. Looking from side to side, it was like he had been in a nightmare but the nightmare was all to real. Kyuzo held his head as he nervously laughed, he was unaware of how scared he looked. Seriously, he could not tell that something inside of his common sense had snapped. Kyuzo decided to place it as if it was nothing as he stood up and left the kitchen, unaware of the actual damage that was caused to his heart and mind.

Everyone's feelings seemed to suffocate him, and in a way his body couldn't take it so it had to do the next best thing. Kyuzo's body was going through a simple mode, so much was placed and mixed in his feelings that it had no other way to release all of this tension and stress and so the body resorted to getting rid of something so simple. Much like Kyuzo's thoughts for one thing. They were completely shut off from the owner of the body which in turn made the body react solely on its own and not on the mind. The body was its own vessel away from the mind, it certainly was unclear if this mode will go away. Kyuzo had no clue of what really happened and so decided to go back to his life though it was apparent that he had failed in just having a simple life anymore.