Hotaru Flower Field

(xD thank you for scaring me wide awake. It's ok I fell off my bed so we are good !)
Sakuda inhaled, trying to calm herself. This was Sakuda Goldheart, dammit! The girl who got what she wanted, whatever means nessisary. Though, her heart was not stone. She let Suki settle in her embrace, holding the smaller girl to herself. "But I really am," she murmured, kissing the top of Suki's head. One hand rubbed the smaller girls back in a comforting way, while the other held on. She tried to laugh at herself, but it wasn't convincing anyone. "I don't know what to do anymore," she admitted, more to herself than Suki.

(I'm sorry!!! XDDDD)

Suki kept her eyes closed, keeping herself curled up against Sakuda. "Don't be..." She said again, almost a whisper. She couldn't see Sakuda like this... She wasn't even sure if she ever had before. It was different than what she always saw of her. She was pretty sure she didn't like it though, not one bit. "You're not the only one..." she replied to her, not knowing what else to say about the manner. They had calmed but it was still both on their minds and it wasn't going anywhere any time soon.

(and it's only you that seems to be scaring me by notifications!)
Sakuda said nothing. She was at a loss. Her head spun, yet no official movements or actions registered. She kissed Suki's head once more, not trusting herself otherwise. She cradled Suki to herself, closing her eyes for several, long moments.
"I love you, Sukiyomi. Even if I don't know what to do, I want you to know that." Sakuda's heart felt like it was being crushed. She inhaled once more. God, now of all times. Rosaline was gone for some thing that would change her, so talking is out of the question. Saku raised her face to the sky. She sighed, just once.

( :3 I wonder why)

Suki mumbled into Sakuda's chest, squirming to be more comfortable. "I love you too, Sakuda." She couldn't help but have flinched at her name yet again. It was always a bad thing from the last times she heard it. Her past was starting to catch up with her again. Drinking seemed like a better and better idea as the days went on now. Amaretto's and Absinthe's place was always a nice place to do so, she could make sure she didn't get drunk off her ass while calming herself. She sighed with Sakuda and opened her eyes, looking up at her, pawing at her chin.

Sakuda blinked her eyes, feeling Suki's eyes. She glanced down, starring at Suki's face. A small smile was placed on her face, despite the heavy tension. Saku used one hand to move some of Suki's bangs. "Smile for me, Suki-Chaaaan," she cooed, her tone soft, careful. Though nothing was truly perfect, Saku was good at making it seem that way. "Please."

(cuz your timing is scary sometimes xD)

Suki quickly pushed her bangs back to where they were after Sakuda moved them, covering up her scar. She hated to show it, no matter who she was around and no matter how much her bangs would bug her at times. She looked up at her and blushed, smiling and giggling as Sakuda requested she smile. The way she asked she couldn't not, that alone made her smile. "You have to smile too, Saku-san," She pointed out to her.

Saku noticed Suki's distress about her bangs, but nevertheless, Sakuda would do it anyways. That's just how things were. Saku poked Suki's nose, gently, before giving a soft, caring smile back to her. "When you smile, it makes things better, see?" She grinned in amusement before nudging Suki's jawline with affection. Though she quickly removed herself from the jawline, since that was her favorite spot to ravish with her mouth. Instead, Saku rested their foreheads close. "You remind me of late Spring," she murmured, eyes clashing with Suki's.

Suki squeaked and closed her eyes when she was poked on the nose, shaking it off afterwards. "Yeah, I guess so." She giggled again and tilted her head to the side when Sakuda nudged her jaw, only to turn it back when she put her forehead against hers instead. She stared at her, confused. "Why late spring? I would think I'd remind someone of winter." She shrugged slightly, not understanding.

Sakuda pulled her forehead away, just slightly, to give Suki a lazily smile. One hand lifted, fingertips grazing the top of Suki's head in a petting-like way. She stroked Suki's head a few times without saying a word. "Most people don't know you like I do," she stated simply, shrugging her shoulders to add effect to her words, though she gave no explanation as to why she said what she did.

(Sorriiiiiiieeeeeeee. Phone stopped working with the Internet for awhile Dx)

(its okay dork)

Suki pouted slightly as there wasn't a straight answer from her. She nudged her hand gently, liking the petting motion from her. She stared up at Sakuda, going silent. She wasn't sure why late spring reminded Sakuda of Suki, but she was alright with it. Whatever she wanted was fine with her. She always questioned Sakuda, but at the same time she never did. She wanted to know what went thouogh her head but when Sakuda wouldn't tell she didn't push it.

(*mutters* notadork)

Sakuda giggled lightly, keeping her hand on top of Suki's head, petting the lovely hair that laid upon Suki's scalp. She soon ruffled Suki's hair, feeling like livening things up. "Say, Suki-Chan. Can we just walk for a little bit? I wanna stretch my legs," she asked the girl, raising both brows. More so, she wanted to just think, and moving is best for thinking. Her eyes went on, blue and pleading. "Just for a little bit."

There was a bitter breeze in the air. The black figure made its way through the trees. The weather was a bit chilly but the figure never really followed the patterns and dress for the occasion. The woods are dark and colder than what may be the actual temperature. Leaves fell to the ground but there was a budding on most of the branches. The male looked up, his head covered by his hood, his eyes just barely avoiding to be hidden as well. Dark orbs roll up to the sky as he took a deep breath of what nature had to offer and he let out a deep sigh.
"Mew!"
The tiny sound caught his attention though no one could see his ears twitch under his hood and he looked down to the ground. Along with the dirt and the grass among the roots that dug deep into the soil sprawled a bright white kitten. Despite his hidden ears, a long sleek black tail flicked out and lashed at the air as he walked over to her. Reaching out with a pale hand, he picked her up from where she was among tangled grass and lifted her to his shoulder. Acknowledging her purrs, he scratched the underside of her chin as he stepped through the bushes and looked around the flower fields.
He didn't believe that he had ever been here before. It was nice and it was pleasant. Much more so than the dark and dreary words. And with shorts and a sweatshirt, the sun that beamed down beside the shadowed trees was welcoming.

The sweet scents of flowers were strong, the abundance of nature filled his lungs almost disabling him to breathe anything but. It almost stung his sensitive nose but it would seem that while he was able to nearly catch everything, he did not notice the presence in the flowers as he strolled through the tall plants that nearly hit above his knees. He wasn't the tallest males but he figured himself pretty average. It was almost an insult that he felt so short among them.
The kitten on his shoulder mewed and he continued his way and made himself comfortable on a short slope, sitting down and curling his tail among the shorter flowers, his fingers leaning down and dancing among the tiny buds and smiled softly. The white kitten among his shoulder jumped into the patch and rubbed her head along his fingers, mewing up at him, begging for attention. A frown crossed his lips and he tickled the underside of her chin, listening to her purr.

Mori raised his head to the sky, his eyes growing distant as his fingers grew limp and his kitten mewed and lick at the digits, trying to get his attention again but there was something that bothered him. He felt that he was alone but his instincts told him otherwise. The neko pulled his hand away from the kit who mewed in complaint before the flowers caught her attention and she slid through them easily, walking among their stems.
He slid his hood off and two slick black cat ears sprung up calmly from his black locks of hair and he looked around to see who had accompanied or who he himself had made him company too. The kitten continued along and she mewed through the flowers, not catching his attention until she was gone and away and he frowned even more, his eyebrows knitted together and he peered around.
"...Where...?"

He was silent for a moment as he waited. what he waited for, one wouldnt be able to tell just by looking at him. his black eyes were focused and intent until his eyelids slowly slid over and the onyz Ibs were hidden while sleek ears raised to the highest they could manage, trying to pick up anything out of oridinary then the whispers of the flowers.

Then the mewls of distress began and he rolled his eyes to the heaven. "For the love of..." With a lash of his tail and a grimance, the neko gracefully rose to his feet with disturbing the surrounded plants in bloom and stalked about, his eyes turning over each piece of earth in search for his kitten.