minami-machi

Kyuzo opened his eyes at the right time cause he noticed that she nodded and that made him sigh silently to himself and then everything felt alright. His heart that was once rapidly beating wasn't beating anymore not as much as it did being a normal heart beat. Kyuzo looked to her for sometime which didn't last as he said right after blinking. "Well we got that all cleared up and I am happy that we go it cleared. Though I am guessing you didn't mean to smack me which is fine to, we both have been through alot from what I see. I understand everything and that makes me feel at ease." Kyuzo was speaking the truth, he felt better and he was glad to know that Sunshine was alright and well especially seeing her now and in a different look was a shock but he was happy none the less. He wanted her to know and that he spoke the truth that he was glad to see her fine and well.

Kyuzo noticed that she wasn't looking completely at him and that hurt him a bit. "I do not hate you or anything in that category. If anything you have become such a strong women from the last time I saw you. It makes me proud." Which indeed he was, Kyuzo was happy that she was able to do things on her own without being hated by others much like how much they had been through. Kyuzo though did feel himself become heavy this was a new kind of pain, he stayed with Sunshine for he felt like he needed to stay with her but hearing himself say she has gotten stronger made him feel sort of bad maybe even lost. Weird ways of thinking can do that to a man, Kyuzo guessed deep down that she didn't want to be with him now for she had gotten stronger and was able and he feared he may slow her down. Strange, when he thought about it she became stronger and yet he became weaker. That wasn't a all that bad especially in his eyes, he didn't think it as bad.

Kyuzo closed his eyes and his body shook. "Where do I start?" Sort of smiling, Kyuzo looked to the floor and then to his lap since he was still sitting on his knees which felt as heavy as bricks at the moment. Kyuzo noticed everything, she was hurting and that it was his fault that she was hurting. Being with her was something he felt obligated to do for her, she was weak and all that he wanted was to keep that happy go lucky smile on her face but now she was strong and had come a long way to actually show him that she could stand on her own two feet. Kyuzo loved her but something deep down told him that she would be better off without him which was the negative thoughts he had come to harbor. "Sunshine-chan, I apologize for using this name if you do not like but. You are a gifted women, you have talent and you had a whole lot of it when we first met. You became strong all on your own and I thought that you needed protection but I was wrong. You never needed it, you were fine on your own. My real feelings for you is for you to be happy. I don't want to hold you back from anything and or anyone. I am happy to see you again but something tells me you are better off without me. I lost my little sister which was something that made me realize something. I am weak, I know that everyone isn't perfect but that is just it I am weak and it is a good thing for that makes it easier on me to let the one most important to me which of course is you go. I don't want you to think that I don't love you or that I don't care cause I do a lot but I think it best that you go on and become even stronger." Kyuzo meant every word, he knew that he had problems. Smoking was one and depression was the other one. Sunshine needed to let go of a man with many problems and be happy and live her life freely without a man like him holding her back.

Kyuzo's expression was a shocked one and he closed his eyes for only a second before looking to Sunshine, it was obvious that he was so use to calling her Sunshine but if she wanted to be called Cordelia then all that she needed to do was tell him and then he would come to change it and say her name whatever she wanted it to be called. He would say it. "All I can say is that I am shocked really I am, you loved me that much to come back here and be with me. I don't know what to say, really I don't." Kyuzo closed his eyes again and his head went down making his faintly long bangs to hide the upper part of his face. Silently he remained that way for sometime and he honestly was stunned that his tongue was stiff for the time being.

Her life here was all for him, but if he thought that it was best for him to let her go, then Cordelia would have no other way than just leave this part of her behind. For as long as she could remember, this was what she had done, she thought she was over it, but she guessed wrong. Cordelia may have changed and her presence seemed rather greater, but in all truthfulness, she was still the same in the inside.

Heavily she sighed, she didn't want to keep this up any longer, her head was beginning to ache. Cordelia looked at him, her eyes sincere as it has and had always been. She was an adult and she hadn't been acting that way since she saw Kyuzo, so she needed to get her composure straightened. She bit her tongue and closed her eyes, as she opened them back up, she stared deeply into his eyes. "I have missed you, I really have. I wanna be with you, but it seems like you've made your choice. We're both adults here, we know better than this, so I suppose this is goodbye?" She said, her voice aching with ever word, she couldn't believe it, but it was the truth. Apparently Kyuzo didn't need her anymore. It broke her heart, but she had to respect his decision. "I've enjoyed every moment being with you, I wish you still needed me, I wish I could change your mind, but most of all I wish you still loved me like before, but its easier said than done. Thank you for everything." She said as she bowed, letting her cotton candy pink hair fall from her shoulders. Keeping the tears from falling from her eyes, she let her heart ache in pain,. There was no use for convincing, she believed it was done. She was hurting, but she had to let go, she couldn't keep him from what he really needed.

"Merci, merci, merci." {Thank you, thank you, thank you.} She repeated in more like a chant. Her position still bowed, she couldn't get herself to face him, as she was saying goodbye to the only man whom she had ever really loved.

{Awww, this is sad, shame on you. -shakes head- Shame shame, my friend even made me a signature, she was going to give me the couple version, but then she made me this one too. So yea, ^^"}

Kyuzo glanced up hearing Sunshine's words and his eyes closed as a few tears formed and managed to squeeze through his eye lids. "Gomenosai Sunshine-chan, I have also enjoyed your company and when I met you it was actually a thing of very large importance. You were lonely when you met me first and I to was lonely as well as suffering for Raven-chan would of been better off without me. The same goes for you as well, you have much more things to do and live for while I am still living but it is hard for me to actually try my hardest now. I honestly think my depression is causing more harm to me then I realize. I wish the best for you, I hope everything goes well." Kyuzo bit the inside of his lip hard and forced himself up and then he placed his hands in his pant pockets as well as putting his sunglasses on trying to hide the pain in his eyes. Everything was his fault or that is what he thought. Rinkage, his little sister was the joy of his life but he also loved his father as well including his mother and deep down he actually had that feeling that his father could of been jealous of the fact that he wanted to be with his sister and mother more than him.

It was a thought that he had for a while and ever since he was a kid his childhood teacher as well as his friend said that sometimes these things happen. Kyuzo didn't want things like this to happen. Losing his sister, his father, and his mother was something but losing his heart to his depression and hurting those that were dearest to him hurt far worse than anything else. "Back when we were together did I think I could help you and in all honesty you have become so much more stronger and that made me happy. Deep down however you began thinking and such that I actually thought that I was doing more harm then good being with you. I want you to reach your goals and actually become someone. It may take longer for me to reach my goals since it is obvious I still need work." Kyuzo checked his cell again and come to notice that he got a message back but he wouldn't read it as he bowed. Life was hard and the adult knew that but it was even more hard when he had these problems deep down inside. This is actually not the first time he had felt so low to the ground before for this is like the third time that this has happened to him. Either it was his choice that went wrong or something that his family refused to tell him long ago and he trusted them. Were they even aware that he was more sensitive back then, that in itself made him guess so many times but decided to not think about it again. Kyuzo took a step back and with a deep breath did he nod one last time before walking off with his head low with tears trickling from behind his sunglasses. Kyuzo left and it was obvious that he was hurting far worse than he had ever felt before.

(Saddness is it not just a horrible thing to have? Oh nice. lol.)

Kyuzo didn't see much of anything coming for he was about to leave but feeling something on his shoulders made him gasp silently and right before him was Sunshine. Kyuzo's eyes went wide behind his sunglasses as he felt her lips against his but they closed right after as he allowed the kiss to happen, he was pretty sure that she wanted to do something to make the situation a little less well hard. Kyuzo seemed alright with it for it may come to be the last thing that they do. His body remained perfectly fine and still as he let some of his sorrows out, Kyuzo didn't want to cry but sometimes letting things out was better than keeping them in.

Kyuzo let the kiss continue as he returned it lightly but surely. Kyuzo blinked after their lips departed and he smiled a little bit and as he did that did he close his eyes, when she hugged him did he faintly return it. It was in his nature to care and he wasn't the kind of guy that would be mean and do things to get anything he wanted. Kyuzo was a man that wasn't greedy for greed really doesn't do anything for people but make them even more greedy which ends up being their end sooner or later. "Hm, if I am a liar then I am a pretty bad one." Kyuzo faintly teased as well as joked around. Did he feel better, Kyuzo was feeling a little better with each little passing moment.

Kyuzo's eyebrow twitched but it was in a good way and as he watched her his expression was a little calmer if not relaxed. Kyuzo wasn't sure of what to do next but he let Sunshine touch him since it may come to make her feel better and not only that but he felt a lot better than he once did. Kyuzo chuckled faintly. "See which is a sign that I am weaker, I know. Smoking is bad but it makes me look cooler and besides it is sort of better- not so better than drinking." Kyuzo noticed that she was looking at him and it didn't seem to bother him much as he smirked and closed his eyes behind his sunglasses.

"You haven't change one bit, but seriously, smoking is bad for your health." She jokingly said as she furred her brows as she looked at him, chuckling somewhat. She could smell the hint of cigarette from his clothing which gave her the idea that he had either been around people who smoke or he did so himself. Tisking, as she shook her head, hands still intertwined to his, she let out a laughter.

Letting go of her touch from him, Cordelia looked away and placed her hand out for him to shake. Her cheeks had flushed red, which was quiet embarrassing for her to do, she was an adult of course. She wanted to start over, to get to know the new Kyuzo that was standing right in front of her at this very moment. Cordelia didn't and couldn't let go of him, not just yet. "Ummm, I'd like to get to know you better." Cordelia blurted out, as she turned her gaze back to him, biting her tongue in the process. "And no your not weak, you're just confused, and whether you smoke or not is none of my business, I'd just like to state that it's not good for anybody." She added on speaking in a mature tone, then smiled warmly as she waited for him to take her hand.

{I don't want to write long things no more. XD}

Kyuzo's gaze dropped after a little while but that didn't seem to effect his smile all that much and as he looked back up to see her hand out he blinked a few times. Hearing her response however made his expression soften and he tilted his head before letting his own hand take a hold of hers and softly he shook it, Kyuzo used his other hand of course to take off his sunglasses and he smiled responding. "Haven't you already know me best than anyone else?" Kyuzo said this in a relaxed tone and after that did his smile became a smirk. "I'm kidding of course, sure. Oh, well I wouldn't know what to say about me at this moment since I still need to grow."

(XD lol)

Kyuzo looked upward before sighing and shurgging closing his eyes and taking sometime to think. "Hai, I understand that but from the looks of it you may come to want something that I can't offer? I messed up already to many times trying to keep my family together and then the other things that are based left to not at all mention." Kyuzo really wanted to love Sunshine again, deep down he really wanted to but he felt that he was not at all good for her now and he honestly thought that if they were back together then he may come to slow her down and he certainly didn't want that. Kyuzo decided to answer the next question which was asked. "I feel good. You?"

Kyuzo's expression became a pained one and placing both hands infront of his chest and clenching his own hands together all he could do was think silently to himself. "I know you came back to see me, Sunshine-chan. After the time you was gone I actually felt horrible and as I waited I feared that something happened to you. I wanted to look for you but if I attempted to try and find you I bet anything I would of been killed or held hostage. Humans and Races are almost a like in everyway. We have likes and dislikes, both of us share this oxygen and we both have emotions. I know that and yet after sometime ago I actually feared humans especially when you disappeared. Seeing you again and noticing the change made me very much surprised. What I am getting at, I am glad that finally I see you again being both well and able to take care of yourself. I want you to continue living alright, your life isn't all that tainted with inner emotions much like mine. Gomenosai, Sunshine-chan. I wish the best of luck to you." Kyuzo placed his sunglasses on and bowed much like a gentleman would, and finally he departed with absolute silence following behind him. Kyuzo was not blaming Sunshine for anything, he was mainly blaming his childhood and everything else from his up bringing. This is what Kyuzo called by his tainted lifestyle. Not long, Kyuzo left the area without much to be said next or expressed though he felt his heart torn to shreds.

The grand view of Minami-Machi was in Evan's view, a jogging women was pacing herself as she jogged then stopped to take in the sights of her new home. Evan was breathing through her nose which was a good way to go about jogging, with her feet continuing to move and her hair of red and black going up and down. This female was really enjoying the sights and chances were high that she would never get tired of it anytime soon. Not many people were out during this type of day but she didn't mind it, after all she had the whole view of everything to herself for now. Evan continued to jog onward with her gray jogging jump suit on with a red towl around her shoulder's, not only that but she had a rather cool hat on her head as well as red tennis shoes made for jogging.

Blix was walking down the street in his blue jacket, when he noticed a girl wearing a lot of red who seemed to be jogging. She stopped, and looked around at all of the houses. Blix was thinking of something to say as he walked towards her, and she began jogging. Blix started to jog with her, and caught up. "El diablo rojo!" Blix announced as he jogged next to her.

Evan blinked quite fast to the sound of another voice and she couldn't help but smile big and nod to her new jogging friend. "Hey yourself! Going somewhere?" As she continued to jog she made sure to look ahead of herself and then look back to her new friend with a very big smile on. Evan had slight sweat running down from her cheeks from all the jogging she had done early this morning, she had to admit it was a grand workout.